That sounds so crazy to me. I can't believe that he will be here in a WEEK!
I'm a whirl-wind of emotions.
scared of the surgery
hoping he is healthy
trying to take in this last little bit with just my Janey Girl
nervous about coming home
wanting Sarah Jane to get excited
hoping I have everything ready
wanting it all to be just right
hoping he will nurse
hoping I can tolerate him nursing (just being honest...)
needing Sarah Jane to feel loved no less than she is
wondering if my shoes will fit afterwards
hoping for good pictures
excited about getting to see him, finally
nervous about the spinal tap
Did I say scared of the surgery?
Hoping I will love him like I love my SJ
praying that the doctor that I want will be there
hoping his coming home outfit will fit
and on ...and on... and on... and on.... and on
George keeps telling me to relax, but I am honestly more nervous than I have ever been in my life. I need prayers for my sanity. I'm serious.